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The Things I Meant But Never Said

by Dakota Turnpike

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1.
It's been months Turn into years She tells me to forget you But there's no way I do 'Cause you're in every place I gotta be Like, do you like me, or do you still hate me? Your friends tell me all the things you said about me Not like I could care less I couldn't care more I'm too immature I see your rat-face all the time Used to think it's cute, now I can't crack a smile So I wrote all these words to tell you That I don't hate you I just hate the way you've been so petty It's been so long You fake a smile around me Make me write all these songs And when your friends leave And all my friends leave Leaving us with just you and me You want nothing to do with me And I don't blame you I don't want anything to do with you
2.
You know, you know, you know, you know I would, I did change anything to make you mine But I know, I knew, I know, I knew That you just aren't worth the time You think you're so cool with your attitude of "Talk to me, then ignore me" But you're not, I'd rather play Xbox I don't think you can run NHL 13 I listen to punk rock While I smack talk All the white girls at my school But not you, Because I'm through You're not worth the time of day "But you still write songs about me" Like, yeah, I do Just to kill off Any last thoughts Of any love I ever had for you Cause, yeah, it felt like falling down 2 flights of stairs Like when Gavin and Carson dragged me down yours And at the bottom, there I was With the dog, laying on the foyer floor Cause, yeah, it felt like falling down 2 flights of stairs Like when Gavin and Carson dragged me down yours And at the bottom, there I was With the dog, laying on the foyer floor And I Realized why I loved you in the first place And I Realized why you hate me now And I Realized why I loved you in the first place And I Realized why I hate you now Cause, yeah, it felt like falling down 2 flights of stairs Like when Gavin and Carson dragged me down yours And at the bottom, there I was With the dog, laying on the foyer floor Cause, yeah, it felt like falling down 2 flights of stairs Like when Gavin and Carson dragged me down yours And at the bottom, there I was With the dog, laying on the foyer floor Cause, yeah, it felt like falling down 2 flights of stairs Like when Gavin and Carson dragged me down yours And at the bottom, there I was With the dog, laying on the foyer floor Cause, yeah, it felt like falling down 2 flights of stairs Like when Gavin and Carson dragged me down yours And at the bottom, there I was With the dog, laying on the foyer floor
3.
What will it take To show the paint You try oh-so hard to hide I know you try Your glaring eyes Shining in the light Like lasers into mine Your smirk plagues my mind I was just a boy You told your friends Biased more Than CNN Now look at what you've done to me Now look how I think of you, and I never had a chance in the first place But you put the concrete to my face Everything you told the others Tell me to my face I dare you, you won't Say things behind my back Act like I don't have ears I loved you then, You can't get past that It's been like 3 years I still write songs about you because You can't grow up
4.
God said my biggest challenges would be with myself But I spent all this time blaming it on someone else "It's her fault I'm like this" "It's her fault I can't get up in the morning" No, no, can't you see Think! Sure, she turns away when you pass each other in the hall And it took two years to get another word willing to come out of her mouth at all "She must be the problem" No she's not You're the one letting her control your thoughts Twisting your mindset you thought you had oh so under control Twisting and pulling it to fit the story plotted out in your head Writing every word that she said Down on your arm in permanent pen Highlighting the moments you blew, and then... Radio silence You lay down in your bed For days and weeks and months on end Haunted by eyes like heroin And a smile like crack Every minute, like a replaying tape Marking up the image of the landscape The place in Illinois where you fell in love With those grey-green eyes that glisten in the moonlight Her long, black hair that always looked right The dreams you had of you with her at night The star of the act, a ruined show in your sight But you, You were just a bump A grudge she kept A name lodged in her mouth she couldn't get out Her friends said you're all that she talked about But not in the way you wanted to, no doubt So here's what we'll do: Close the chapter, lock up the book Go to a bridge in New Hampshire that overlooks A river smaller than a stream, but bigger than a brook Where we'll toss that sucker and never look... Hold up, Lets turn back and look At the book Watch the pages erode away With every change of current and wave All the ink tattooed onto the page Now washed away and water-stained Can't burn the book now anymore But it's way better than what you could ask for Cause now it's there for someone to find Someone to remind That God's biggest challenges for me were with myself And I figured it out To not blame it on anyone else
5.
All I wanted to do was impress you But I guess I made you sick And all your friends too You're the definition of a rich brat A lame cat, a sewer rat, a fake rack I'm not sorry For the way you feel tonight I'm not sorry You're not worth my time I'm not sorry For the way you feel tonight You broke my heart once I'll break your heart twice All I wanted to do was impress you But I just ended up becoming a recluse I'm this close to drowning in your swimming pool But I wouldn't do that to your bro, he's my friend too All I wanted to do was impress you But blame me for trying, that's what you do Soulless eyes painted over in Grey-Green I can't see the laurel tree your name means You added me back On Snapchat About 3 months ago It's been years since I added you first Hey, what's up with that You added me back On Snapchat About 3 months ago It's been years since I spoke with you I couldn't care less All I wanted to do was impress you But I just wasted my time like I always do Pics of soulless eyes and fake skies on my timeline My Instagram looks better without you Pics of soulless eyes and fake skies on my timeline My life looks way better without you here
6.
I've found out I fall in love But not enough to forget this girl I'm over her But she's all I can sing about 'Cause the words flow out so naturally But I just wanna move on, and Sing happier songs about someone else Get those grey-green eyes out of my head I'm tired of making all these excuses Anxious over if she'll be there or not More for her sake, Less for mine And I swear I'll beat the life outta me If I ever gotta face her again 'Cause those grey-green eyes haunt me Make me wanna tear at my skin I'll speed right home Ignore every stop sign in the city Even though there's no cars around I'll pray to God one of them hits me And I'll... I'm so sick of every sleepless night I spend awake Because I can't close my eyes without seeing your face And you just go and have to ruin everything for me Illinois, Boston, Utah, Everything I see Illinois, Boston, Utah, Even my friends

about

The best songs ever written by Dakota Turnpike.

What a crazy world we live in. Ever since the self-titled release in May, I've been determined to write better songs, guitar bits, and work on my singing more (since Cole likes to shout out DKTP everywhere lol). I wrote all these songs back in late July to maybe early October, and recorded them in that timeframe too. They demonstrate 3 years of confusion, sadness, pain, recovery, and an attempt to move on.

I would first like to thank Brandon Surh for helping with the track "528736." It would've never been possible without you. Next up, I want to thank Cole E. Gustafson for promoting the life outta Dakota Turnpike, and also for letting me come to Mooyah every Tuesday to chill for half an hour. I would like to thank all 3 people who listen to this band, as well as Sam J. for bearing with me and my antics on the way to school and at his soccer games. Finally, I want to thank Ms. 528736 herself. Thank you :)

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released December 2, 2021

Dakota Turnpike, Brandon Surh

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Billy - Guitar & Vocals
Andy - Bass
Carson - Piano

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